Toward the end of July, I really started to lose it. I was horny to the nth degree and pandemic frustration was steering me toward doing some very reckless shit.

After going into involuntary self-preservation mode, I seemed to have simultaneously eliminated my sex drive and lost my orgasm. It was worrisome but something of a relief as well. If I can't trust myself enough to not do stupid things in the name of lust, I might as well be a guy. Haha. Kidding!!

But seriously, subverting one's will may work in the short run, but it's like toxic waste. Eventually it comes bubbling to the surface and creates a big ole mess; at times, worse than the original gunk.

Next time: toxic clean-up, pandemic edition.